Feeling the Pain...

I really don't know where to start...

Today, I have had an emotional rollercoaster...

First I get a call from my husband sounding all down, I think after he put almost $100 in his tank and to top that off he told me the "check engine" light came one. Okay...great...
I felt bad because I need to remind him that we are not in this boat alone. I think every middle class citizen is in the same boat we are baby and we are gonna be okay.

Today was payday and after I pulled out our bills I almost started to cry myself...it just doesn't make any sense...Where is my rebate check is the first thing that crossed my mind. My baby girls birthday is coming up and as alot of you may be saying..."she won't remember!" But dang it...I WILL! I do not want to short change my baby girl..she deserves a party.. =)

So...after work...I had to go pick up my car at the dealership and dropped $113 for a simple oil change. Asking why I went to the dealership for an oil change? Because it takes synthetic oil and alot of it...V8. So I gotta take care of the car.

Still need to go grocery shopping, pay the baby sitter, moms bday is tomorrow along with their 21 wedding anniversary...and still leave money in the account for her party.

Did I mention I am falling apart? I am not even 30 yet! Imagine this...put on your imagination cap....I am walking around my house limping, in underwear, smelling like an IceyHot spill! I think I pulled something in my leg and it hurts...bad...so I put extra muscle relaxer on...hopefully it feels better, cause its not a good look!

Last week I was really swollen from water retention...from my monthly friend that comes to visit. I never retain water like that! Ever...I told my mom, "Mom, I never retain like this!" She says, "Well baby, you never been almost 30 before either...." What could I say to that??

I'm falling apart yall!
I know I was all over the place here in this entry...just venting...

Can I get my rebate check!

Gotta go...prayers out to everyone..

XOXO!t